Friday, March 10, 2006

Messed Up day

I am getting sick of the work I do, I need change, I need to feel satisfied with myself and my work. Its about time I get out of this monotonous life and do something worthwile. No inspiration, no drive, I'm giving up on my ambitions, If I stick around this any longer, I'll just be giving up on myself.

"A lot of what passes for depression these days is nothing more than a body saying that it needs work.”
Geoffrey Norman

6 comments:

Shaykhspeara Sha'ira said...

You need to travel.
Dr. Shaykhspeara has written a prescription: one trip to Timbuktu, where you will also discover the meaning of life, although there are no ferraris there. Camels will have to do.

Khawab said...

huumm yeh i do the same sometimes... for instance rit now i am feeling exactly the same though i like my wrk....

Anonymous said...

dude... you will recall i wrote something pretty similar on my blog a couple of weeks back, so I know from recent experience what you are talkin about!

What has got me back on track is studying for my coming exam (dork, I know!). But to me, it signifies that a) I enjoy studying, and b) I am in the right field for me (even though my current job is not really in line with my education).

anyway... the point is, find something you love, and do that. I agree with Shaykhspeara Shaira about travelling to a new place! or if that is not an option, try reading a travelog ;)...

Reading in general is helpful for me... wish u all the best and hope this phase passes quickly!

flamin said...

oh dearrrr. i know the feelings. i always told myself that when i worked, if i ever woke up one day and felt like NOT going to work...i qould quit. or i just wont go that day. but then i have the luxury of doing that ...err im spoilt i know. but i did just that. when i was working, ppl were playing their games n all that and i stayed clean for sometime. one day...i woke up and realized if i stayed any longer, then i'd be wasting my time fighting with insecure people. i resigned.

rebel...take a break. not a long one...u dont have to spend a lot to find that peace. just go for a quiet lunch to gelato (i love the food) and sit by urself. grab some magazine or paper...read...have a slowwww...and long lunch. have dessert. spoil urself and just drive by or sit by the beach and then be with people who make u happy.

u need shots to remind u that ure still alive. feel life.

En said...

I totally understand...I do policy work and I feel it's just not me! I want to get into more social work...where there is no bureaucracy!! But then again, is there any place on earth where there's no bureaucracy or hypocrisy *sighs*

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